been asked this recently. what is my dream and vision?

great questions for what you want to be in 5 years, 10 yearas, etc… its all there. i get teh question. i get the intention. i get what sort of headspace and sort of wisdom / neocortex / cognitive state and control one may have such that tehy do not fall into predonic hedonism tendencies or other matters. to actually consistently show up to something and establish stability and ability to not just care for oneself … but provide for others, participate and be a great member in society such taht we may enjoy one another' in peace.

its a bit intense but i find this to be a great castration of possibility and thinking. its effective outcomes, at scale, really are tons of compression of the dimensionality of someone …

Working towards a state where my ideas are implemented. thats it.

i ‘ve got to do it myself first.

i see synergy everywhere. i see 1+1 = 3. I see $0.15 -> $1.00 strategies everywhere. the ability to consistently perceive or forceast a greater sum than parts.

but this state requires a particularly extreme form of presence.

sometiems i have internal states and desires seeking to manifest - and what signals comes to mind are previous forms of how its been craved. i can rehabilitate those. if aroused - many ways to handle this. i may also channel this into creative content. yomp.

What i seek in a word?

Unencumberence

I consider it to be both achievable and yet paradoxical. it requires an absolution of all thigns that may be of importance to be the day before.

a secondary goal:

  • perpetual progression

  • this is a constant progress. just moving forward. keep moving forwad.

  • it requires 3 things, in order:

    • where one stands now

    • a direction

    • taking a step

  • 'these are all two way reversible, changeable variables.

  • this is life.

yeah thats not even in the dictionary. but thats th=e state.

its a state each and every single day.

to be unencumbered. to act and think and be unencumbered.

if i die, thats the consequence. i expect to be course corrected by the universe - whether that manifests as authority, citizens, or something to incite something in my animal being that learns to adapt / survive. and with enough oscillations + iterations and repetitions…. i’ll have been fine tuned and act unencumbered at a net positive benefit.

i want to not think of consequence. i want to just do.

some may call this foudner mode. some may call it unrestricted. some may call it feral or hedonic or carnal.

i don’t care.

those are jsut words to maybe appraoach the latent space