“in progress” is the state to accept
no matter how much I rationalize it and logically into it certain things my mind still tricks on me, emotionally value, and power into what would it look like when things are out there next step even if I have a roadmap towards actioning them that they’re in progress and it’s not all happening at the same time in life right that really matters so life and desires or things like that continue the loop in your imagination and you ruminate on this things because of your lack of them
so whatever it might look like in terms of resetting our expectations and things like that is important there’s nothing wrong with the objective things themselves to have admissions and goals or whatever they might be in your desires, but something different to be said about OK and I understand that you are operating general circumstances as a whole
whatever they might be
something I’m curly playing around with his still integrating this in embodying this fully in my system as a person, no matter how much I’ve read self-help books talk to people about it. There are words and generic aphorism going around such as being present step-by-step that you have so much, visualization of the thing right now, and thus the contrast between not having that thing right now, and this has me feeling emotions associated negatively because of the lack of it
I do think that this in general obviously pulls me way more into my head and in the clouds or clouds sensory experiences of what’s around me because of what’s possible side of this, Amelia is overwhelmed with all the things happening all the same time this day and age and I’m seeing is having ambitions being applied to every single one of my
life areas; this is only directionally…
and the loop comes in a crazy man there’s nothing around satisfaction on the Rep being put in for that day like hey I have sonic pain right now. What I can do is give it an earnest shot and earnest attempt to do a few sets of PT rehab on these, majestic fundamental exercises to rehabilitate things from the very beginning of the core muscle step where the core muscles begin to formulate energy and left from the pelvis such as blue bridges dogs I’m thinking my mind really actions and then I get this whirlwind of all the different things to do and startups or there’s 1 million busy tasks a few effective tasks and a few essential risks and concerns so getting grout in the state which is finding where the stability is in my life and build it from there
just like a tree, no exactly my roots are where my truck is planted and I can continue to reach for deeper deeper route to nutrients in order to see the results on the surface so sometimes it’s about letting go from reaching higher Heights just simply deeper down to fundamentals where your nutrients are. The environment where your planted actually is.
Sometimes it makes sense to change environment, but for me, I don’t think it’s the case. I’ve gotten it where it needs to be for now. So now it’s topping into the Rance and the soil, and that means the invveese of surface level results
