SCRIPTURE CANON

Unencumbered

Others perceptions, consequences in the future, particular equipment/assets... I'm not reliant on it. From my own essence and vessel, I can cross any bridge whilst there, trek any mountain, wield any weapon. I am not encumbered by any thing, person, state, nor environment. If you're avoiding some work that needs to be getting done; I think that you know, that means you're encumbered by something... that means you're too attached to something in this world and you're not following your Artist's journey with integrity.

What or whom / what are you serving? what idol or god? why is it not your own internal dialogue with god? sounds like chasing extrinsic. and people's acceptance and validity of you.

Avoidance is your downfall. Know when something else "NEEDS" to be done - or if that need is being created by our own avoidance. Resist Creating Avoidance Work

Not on me to judge others' perceptions

Just want to live a life where i just say what i mean. and i mean what i say. and i do say something. How they view things is how they view things. Not on me to save or change them of my own accord either.

You're not the judge, you're the operant with determinant directional decisiveness

Don't ever justify the damage, the result, etc. it happened. You were late. the possibilities were endless. You could've taken an earlier bus ride so you were in the area and not relying on something. You could've shot a text. you could have. you don't. ...and it's better late than never. acknowledge the late, but show being genuine.

Know what game you're playing in at all times. Know that you are, even if you're not trying to be, playing in a game at all times.

Learn the balance of what's important, reading the room, being yourself authentically, and being able to communicate and triangulate everything.

Strike Through / Past The Target. If you're going to choose to hold a gun, be prepared to shoot. If you're going to shoot, be prepared to kill.

Conflation

The thing | the person. Separate these. Do the thing without the person. See the person without the thing. Prioritize one. it's okay for your stance to change. Don't associate one with the other in a nominally meaningfully weighted way or you're setting yourself up for failure

YOU ARE WHERE YOU'RE MEANT TO BE

LET IT RIDE. Stop rushing to numerical results of future stages just earnestly work on machines/systems/understanding the processes via full immersion of this existing one.

Your convictions are your own. Don't burden someone else by projecting expectations unto them.

You'll get the equivalent in this world's units / currencies of your underlying beliefs about yourself. The world will give you its equivalent currency exchange based on your beliefs about yourself. No more and no less.

There's truly no selfless act.

If you're filling your own cup so much, others having to fill it for you don't matter so much. You are not concerned about giving some away, knowing you'll refill it.

Be the farmer

It's my job to spread the seeds, do the work, interim check ins

You are not meant to be the judge; you are meant to do in earnest. Let go / absolve yourself of the need to perceive others judgement on you

Circumstances are not your fault, but your responsibility. Staying weak is a sin. You're not afforded excuses. Excuses are a luxury. Different things could've always happened and the results got you always have influence over the outcome.

Reliance on your expectations are your fault. Why expect an apple from an orange tree?

Disappointments or grievances from uncommunicated standards or boundaries are your own fault

Eat until you're satisfied. If hungry, eat. If satisfied, pause there. There's beauty and grace in leaving space. This is not just about food.

Create your own dimensions of what you're measuring and also how you're measuring it, with your personal set of values

Become your best, do not take shortcuts. It's not the results. It's the thing that becomes worthy in real time and deserving of the results by not skipping any steps. That's the value.

Tomorrow brings a new dawn. Tomorrow will bring a new day. Might've been raining today; tomorrow the trees and grass will shine brighter. Earth both spins and orbits - think in days, seasons, and orbits.

Power versus powerlessness

Anxiety fears concerns are you relinquishing your power to a different situation. Understand that if you do even experience a possible civil consequence, such as being socially outed, being incorrect, being rejected from somebody's judgment about some thing or decision to move forward or not or grant something I'm requesting, understand that I can handle myself and that situation. I got to perceive it and experience it as absolute pain, even if that has been the response in the past.

Abstract wants and needs, wants and needs are subjective. There's obviously some core similarities. Don't mistake your wants and needs for this; and obstructing from everything from one item, and assuming it is designed, unless it is designed to do so, which typically is not, by default, don't expect to fulfill needs and wants as a whole via a singular thing

Don't complain, don't feel the need to explain.

It's all in the work you're avoiding

The answers are there. Why you're feeling a certain way (avoidance disguised) —> your subconscious beliefs / paradigm you exist in. Your unconscious will redirect you to some set of observable / external variables to prevent you from looking in. Your self image will reinforce itself. This exposes it raw - and it's not particularly comfortable being out in the sun! It's where progress truly is for the specific goal, project, or outcome you desire. Your own self logically knows this. Your emotions can only view things its experienced and perceived - and the default setting for perception of unfamiliarity is "danger". Thus, you avoid at all costs. And in real time, Earth keeps turning, and suddenly the thing hasn't happened. You may even give into pseudo productivity - doing things that are not the thing.

Do the thing. The relationship is not unidimensional or conditional. Unless stated. The thing has nothing to do with the person; or the activity.

All you really needed was just a few. You just needed enough. We just need to define what that means. Your source and learn how to work wherever you're at I understand that the sources are incredibly abundant; and beyond your mental conception.

Work with what you have and be bold and genuine; people want to help you more than anything else and no need to play a lot of signaling or games. No need for games.

As I thinketh, so shall it be. What u believe : what u already r, u already r that. Skills and execution and reinforcement are but aftermaths or secondary.

You can rationalize, be right, or raise the bar

Run towards resistance. Raising / chasing the means instead of the thing is just orthogonal direction

Seven deadly sins

(See above for detailed breakdown)

Optimizing for optics

Real bad bro

Your self sabotaging because subconscious is seeking familiarity. Event planning, messaging people, checking social media incessantly, planning things with friends... all wins. But u aren't solving the problem or doing the thing. Either u need more info, reduce anxieties about it being a consequence (detach from outcome while earnestly engaged)

You are where you're meant to be

Let it ride. Kick feet up lay in some grass, let time pass and fester

It's situational or circumstantial. Not existential. So get tactical.

Only think as far as the situation warrants.