I saw the light

Had an NDE some time back. Wasn’t sure what it was. i heard “You’ve always been that person”  by a deep, understanding, masculine and wise voice, in response to an unencumbered, hurting, higher pitched, soft and defeated voice. it had said “if only I could have been the person I wanted to be” 

• Not drug induced

• I haven’t taken DMT 

findings from researching it for a few months Made it clear that it wasn’t an astral projection, or maladaptive daydream (both something i’ve experienced / regularly done, respectively). 

When I woke up I was fully within myself in a grown up’s body.

The next 1-2 years was a lot of ins and outs of integrating with the world

There was nt a practice or refinement

6ish years later its coming back; I can move towards it 

Glimpses of it shown

Reducing noise … filters, weeds, it’s a lot …. But eventually you can do it. 

Deep cleaning house 

I recall that light

It emanates … an organism’s life force itself… 

Everything else … is just mechanisms - albeit man-made or not.

Software first, and then firmware + middleware, and then our hardware and its properties … and then the properties, hardware, and software (in that order) of the world and lives around us. 

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Yuh. 

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Anyway this pic helps depict it inside of a humanoid that’s ai generated.

stranger things, indeed, mate.