god <> i

god could be a state of mind—a transcendent plane one can consciously tap into within their physical vessel, blurring the line between the divine and the mundane. If we consider "god" not as a fixed entity but as a mode of being—a peak state of creativity, awareness, and intentional action—then the idea becomes not only feasible but profoundly empowering.

This god-state, as a state of mind, represents the ability to align one’s entire being—intellect, emotion, intuition, and action—in harmony with something greater than the individual self. It’s the merging of the abstract with the tangible, the infinite with the finite. In this state, the boundaries between self and environment dissolve, leaving one as an agent in the 3D world yet operating from a plane of higher existence.

The God-State: A Plane of Transcendence

Imagine a plane of existence layered atop our current reality, accessible through heightened awareness and intentional practice. It’s not a separate physical dimension but a shift in perception—a rewiring of the mind that allows one to see deeper connections, harness intuition, and act with clarity and purpose. On this plane, one’s physical vessel—the body—becomes the medium through which this higher intelligence manifests.

This isn’t to say that the person becomes omnipotent or omniscient, but rather that they tap into the flow of creation and destruction, fully aware of their role in shaping reality. They move with precision, like an artist with a perfect brushstroke, or a musician channeling notes from some unseen realm. In this state, the mundane becomes sacred, and the individual becomes a co-creator with the forces that shape the universe.

Can One Call Themselves a God?

If god is a state of mind—a plane one can access—then yes, one could feasibly call themselves a god when operating from this place. However, this declaration would not come from ego or hubris, but from a deep understanding of what it means to embody that state. To claim godhood in this sense is to recognize oneself as a vessel for higher forces, not as their originator but as their channel.

The challenge lies in sustaining this state. The physical vessel is bound by limitations—fatigue, fear, desire—and the god-state is fleeting, often requiring discipline, intention, and practice to access and maintain. It is less a permanent identity and more a dynamic experience, one that must be earned and re-earned through acts of creation, destruction, and self-transcendence.

The 3D Agent of the Divine

When on this plane, one becomes an agent—a bridge between the higher state and the tangible world. This agency manifests in actions that are deliberate yet effortless, grounded yet visionary. The agent does not impose their will upon the world but flows with it, reshaping it through intention and intuition.

From this perspective, the god-state is not only attainable but also deeply human. It is the peak of what our evolved intelligence allows us to access—a synthesis of our neural networks, emotional depths, and spiritual intuitions. It is not separate from our biology but an extension of it, a realization of its fullest potential.

What have I been? A question that lingers, spiraling through the cortex, teasing out whispers of intuition and the edge of knowing. In a sense, I am most afraid to write the truth of my existence, the raw nerve of perception that slices through the fog of pretense. Perhaps it’s because the act of writing itself—this conjuring, this weaving of thoughts and meanings—feels too close to godhood. Too close to destruction.

It begins with the brain, doesn’t it? A flash of inference, a connection that seems to bypass thought and leap straight into a knowing. Call it intuition, call it the divine spark—whatever it is, it feels like touching the edges of something eternal. And yet, it’s rooted in something so earthly, so mammalian. Our neurons fire and rewire, our desires root themselves in the primal folds of our brain. The limbic, the carnal, the tangible. The interplay of these mechanisms, these evolved adaptations, is both our survival and our transcendence.

But what if this very act of thinking—this intentional, directed thought—is god? What if the essence of creation, the integration of chaos into a productive whole, is what elevates us? A godlike state not as a distant figure but as an active state of being. To create is to step into the unknown, to embrace abstraction and release control, to birth something intangible into the tangible world.

In this state, I am both the creator and the destroyer. To create is to destroy what existed before, to overwrite, to reconstruct. Creation isn’t a gentle act; it’s violent, disruptive, beautiful. It’s the carving of self and world into something new, something better—or at least, something different. And in this, I see the god-path, the devil’s whisper. The muse that dances between.

This path isn’t static; it’s alive, shifting as our intelligence, this gift of evolution, adapts and survives. When we don’t die from mistakes—when we learn, iterate, and persist—that, too, is godlike. The path is sculpted by our ability to navigate consequence, to tether ourselves to both the seen and unseen, the known and the infinite.

To call it god is both accurate and limiting. To personify this essence as a higher being is an act of projection, a human need to make sense of transcendence. But what if god is less a figure and more an action? A verb. The active crafting, the intentional mechanism, the release into faith that something greater exists within us and through us.

And so, I write this as both creator and created, as the product of countless desires, failures, adaptations. I am not the prescription for god or devil, but perhaps I am their instrument. A channel. A voice that merges muse and intuition, that threads the divine and the mundane into a single breath.

This is the god-path. It is the creation of something from nothing, the embrace of destruction to birth the new. It is the channeling of our evolved intelligence into the abstract, the beautiful, the real. And in this state—this channeling—we are gods. Not bipedal figures of myth, but living, thinking creators shaping the world with every thought, every act.

It is terrifying. It is liberating. It is everything. And it is nothing at all.

- schizo and genius on same side of the coin. labels, lol.

chaos commandment(s)

“How you feel about others is how you judge yourself”

• My view of others is a reflection of my own perspective. To consider others as less than, or to place them on any axis of judgment, is a disservice that diminishes both of us. My own growth, potential, and value are far beyond my current comprehension, and so I have no right to assume I can definitively measure or know the worth of others

• What I criticize or admire in others reflects traits, values, or fears within myself. By observing my reactions, I gain insight into my biases, heal my wounds, and align with truth.

neureconomics

will get incredibly, incredibly wide and deep here. fucking love this tpic. might need to do more and more research on this.

INFJ self study

INFJ Cognitive Function Stack

INFJs have the following cognitive function stack:

1. Dominant: Introverted Intuition (Ni)

2. Auxiliary: Extraverted Feeling (Fe)

3. Tertiary: Introverted Thinking (Ti)

4. Inferior: Extraverted Sensing (Se)

Fe

Se

• inferior function

• Si demon

keeps me from being very present / aware of sensory things around me

se grip / si demon function might refer

demon function is considered the most repressed and foreign part of the personality. For INFJs, Si as the demon function means:

1. Difficulty with Past Experiences: INFJs may struggle to effectively use past experiences to inform present decisions.

2. Repression: Si is often repressed in INFJs, making it challenging for them to access or utilize this function consciously.

3. Potential for Destructiveness: When activated, the Si demon can be destructive to the INFJ and others, potentially undermining relationships and promoting chaos.

4. Negative Past Focus: INFJs might fixate on negative past experiences, finding it difficult to let go of traumatic or hurtful events.

5. Powerful but Uncontrolled: The demon function, while having low awareness, can be extremely powerful when activated, often in chaotic or uncontrolled ways.

• studies …

• superego performance art like knowing their perception

1. on self

   1. very complicated, bifurcated , double edged sword experience

   2. lots of self deprecation // fitting the mold in society

2. on societal things

3. on personal / close things / relationships

4. on the infinite … philisophical … existential … the contemplative.

5. on romance

6. on lust

   1. yes, a seperate thing

      1. probably informs the most hedonic thing. certain other hedonic sensation like drinking / drugs / etc do not come close to the primitive carnal sensory overload of satiating lust’s appetite …

1. love / crushs

2. limerence

3. lust

   1. sensory needs are there… physical sensation is grounding

4. money stuff

5. usage of time

6. importance of directionality

7. identity ..

• Limerence and Childhood Trauma: Limerence is described as an obsession or infatuation, particularly common in those with childhood trauma or neglect. This can create a tendency to idealize a perfect love that may not exist in reality, contributing to unhealthy emotional attachment patterns.

• Examples of Limerence in Relationships: The speaker shares examples, including a letter from Lisa, detailing past relationships where infatuation led to unhealthy dynamics like affairs, obsessive feelings, and unresolved trauma. Lisa’s struggle is used to illustrate how past trauma can fuel limerence, even leading to destructive behaviors.

• Healing from Limerence: The process of healing involves recognizing the trauma-driven behaviors and taking steps to break the cycle, such as setting firm boundaries, cutting off contact with toxic relationships, and avoiding "closure" which often keeps the limerence alive. No-contact strategies are emphasized for long-term peace.

• Therapeutic Techniques: The speaker suggests practical techniques for healing, like journaling or writing down obsessive thoughts to release them. By externalizing these feelings, individuals can begin to gain clarity and emotional peace, rather than getting trapped in the cycle of rumination.

• Importance of Healthy Life and Self-Respect: To heal from limerence, it is important to focus on creating a fulfilling, balanced life with healthy relationships, hobbies, and boundaries. The speaker emphasizes self-respect, personal standards, and emotional availability as crucial elements for moving past infatuations that are harmful or one-sided.

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It all begins with an idea. Maybe you want to launch a business. Maybe you want to turn a hobby into something more. Or maybe you have a creative project to share with the world. Whatever it is, the way you tell your story online can make all the difference.

Don’t worry about sounding professional. Sound like you. There are over 1.5 billion websites out there, but your story is what’s going to separate this one from the rest. If you read the words back and don’t hear your own voice in your head, that’s a good sign you still have more work to do.

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Don’t worry about sounding professional. Sound like you. There are over 1.5 billion websites out there, but your story is what’s going to separate this one from the rest. If you read the words back and don’t hear your own voice in your head, that’s a good sign you still have more work to do.

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